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i hate not being able to do anything. i hate being bored. i hate how i get so tired from doing nothing at all. i hate not being able to see or speak to him. i hate feeling lazy. i hate thinking of what other people are doing when im stuck doing nothing. i hate having a sore throat. i hate onions. i hate thinking negatively. i hate people who try to hard. i hate people who start drama and talk shit and its funny because i think everyone says the same but some people dont even notcie that they do that which is so dumb. i hate when people blow situations out of proportion. i hate writting stupid bullshit posts like this.
i love my friends. i love pictures. i love the cold weather. i love christmas. i love my life. i love coffee. i love laughing. i love music. i love him. i love her {you both know who you are}. i love reading. i love the history channel. i love movies. i love trees. i love the ocean. i love art. i love christmas lights. i love being happy. i love thinking about him.
i hate that i love how i just waisted about 30 minutes of my time thinking of some stupid nonsense to write about.
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[12 Dec 2005|04:16pm] |
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We have a new livejournal. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _oh_so_amazing_
its 
add it and we will add you back other then that we arent adding anyone
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[20 Nov 2005|06:42pm] |
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what the fuckkk, like seriously. i dont understand why some people are so selfish. what does it matter? honestly whyyy does it matter? EHHHHHHHHH i really like him too. yeah i fucking said it i like him. why are things so shitty right now. i hate writting posts like this. i feel like a lame ass. i need help big time. im so sad. i was really starting to care for him too. i still do. hes AMAZING. and perfect. and if im happy what does it matter? whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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[11 Nov 2005|04:16pm] |
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UNDEROATH IS TONIGHTTTTT.
IM FUCKING HAPPPPPPPPYYYYYY.
<3
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[04 Nov 2005|11:14am] |
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im going to see copeland tonight.
im excited.
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[12 Oct 2005|08:26pm] |
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So my doggy passed away this morning. My poor poor puppy. He got jit by a car at like 5 this morning and it was just one of the worst days i have ever experienced. Thank God I have friends that care or I wouldnt know what to do. It still hasnt settled in like I still expect to see my puppy here. He was a year and 4 months old. I love my 100 pound german shepard. But now hes in doggy heaven. :(
I took PSATS today just to see what I'll be expecting coming up in a few months. I hung out with Linsey and Trino and the wonderfull Trevor. That made my day a lottttt better. I missed him a lot.
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[09 Oct 2005|08:12pm] |
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thanks to everyone who came to my birthday partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i love all of you that came, you made my birthday just that more perfect. i love my friends sooooo much. I hope you all had as much fun as i did. <3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333
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[04 Oct 2005|08:28am] |
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TODAY IS JOHNNAS BIRTHDAY
go here and look
__oh_so_emo__
iloveyou
-Linsey
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[27 Sep 2005|08:25pm] |
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[19 Sep 2005|05:40pm] |
now i aint sayin shes a golddigga
but she aint messin with no broke niggas
go head gurl go head get down
go head gurl go head get down
go head gurl go head get down
go head gurl go head get down
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[28 Aug 2005|06:10pm] |
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"If you mosh you will go to jail"
Haha nigguh pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee.
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[24 Aug 2005|06:25pm] |
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alright i like just punched a hole in my bathroom wall and it sucks cause i dont know what to do and my fist went completely through the wall and like i dont even know and im like going crazy and i wish i didnt let my anger get the best of me. my mind is going like a million miles an hour. i wish i thought about stuff before i did it. and its crazy because i was SOOOOOOOOOOO MAD and after my fist went through the wall it was like BOOM, gone and i was like wtf omg what did i do. it was crazy. i hate myself sometimes.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
like holy shittt
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[21 Aug 2005|09:51pm] |
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I took the computer out of my room and its now in the guest bedroom. Its better cause now like no one is in my room. I hung out with linsey and lacey and shawn and josh today. It was funnnnn. Its just so hard to be around shawn because I know how much I still love him. I just get that feeling in my stomach and like I feel all crazyyyyyyyyyyy. It was fun. I got my cell phone back so if you wanna call you know the number.
I hung out with Royale on friday and it was funnnnnnnn and me and linsey were gonna pick him up but he couldnt do anything then we called justin and he couldnt go to the lake so goodnight.
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[16 Aug 2005|09:33pm] |
alright im gonna try and write something interesting in this entry but im really not all that cool so...lets see....me and shawn are no more which suckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks. but if you read my last post, i mean that pretty much sums it up. I'M AN IDIOT, but people the show must go on.
hmm lets see the highlight of my day had to of been seeing aaron cave. i enjoy saying his whole name, for what reason i do not know. linsey and i stopped by for like 5 mins. it was cool though. hes getting pretty hot if i may say so myself.Oh and hanging out with linsey and candin and in school i love my drama 2 class as well its like amazing.
alright im outtttttttttttttttttttttttty. i want my cell phone back hella bad.
oh and i love aarons camo hat that i stole from him. linsey took pics but hasnt posted them but im gonna ask her to.
hey linsey can you post those pics we took today or something?
...note to self i miss you terribly...
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[13 Aug 2005|12:22pm] |
Alright so I like never update but im gonna start doing it more i
think. my life sucks with out aim and my cell phone even though i only
had it for like 2 weeks and for those who dont know it got taken away
at school but im gonna get it back soooon.. but other wise its
awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i had an amazing night. I LOVE MY GIRLS.
they fucking rule. I absolutly love linsey lacey courtney candin and
nicole. They are better than everyone especially when we all squeeze in
a 4 person booth at Beef's with 6 girls. ha. THANKS CHELSEA.....YOU'RE
AWESOMEEEEE. ;) ahhhh good times. It was an awesome night besides
linseys injury with her pretty much broken, but worse, ankle. oh and
getting in a fight. hahahhahhhahaha. were tufffff.
I LOVE YOU LINSEY LACEY COURTNEY CANDIN AND NICOLE.
:)
I shut my finger in lacey's car door when she dropped me off, but all i
could do was laugh. im just way to happy but im not complaining.
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[31 Jul 2005|03:03pm] |
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Yeah so like school starts in 3 days. Thats weird. I mean it sucks real bad. Well it sucks because I dont like getting up early to go to school. And orientation is tomorrow and im going so mayb i will see some of you kids there. The summer went by soooooooooooooooooo fast. I'm gonna stop complaining about school because I only have 2 years left and i know there gonna go by fast and I know when I graduate my life is gonna be all crazy so I gotta enjoy everything while it lasts. EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I love the summer. Hanging out with people and stufffff. I gotta go shopping too. Sometimes shopping can be real annoying. Like yeah its cool to get new shit but it suckssssss sometimes. I dont know. I got a cell phone. Everyone has to call me. 863*838*4453. Im gonna go job hunting tomorrow. I really dont care where i work as long as its not a fast food place. I need bread likeeee realllll bad. I want it to be cold outside. I love cold weather. And the Christmas time. But thats far away. Everyone call meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee im bored.
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[24 Jul 2005|06:34pm] |
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I dyed my hair back brown cause i was sick of dying it blonde so yeah im back to my own colorrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
Tara i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu your my bff...since birth boo.
alright thats it for now since i posted like a millionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. Sorry for taking up your friends page i didnt feel like using a cut or anything so yeahhhhhhh
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I'm going to New York City with my mom because shes getting surgery on her neck, but her friend is a doctor there and she wanted me to go with her so I am. I'm excited. Like a lot. I'm leaving wednesday and coming back sunday. I'm going to see Avenue Q on Broadway too. I'm superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr excited for that. And I'm going shopping and I love New York City its amazing and fun and I love it. cmnt.
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[09 Jul 2005|11:29pm] |
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Okay I don't know if this has ever happend to anyone.....BUT......
I miss music.
Odd I know, but its weird I cant explain it. So yeah.
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